Getting up, falling down, getting up
I've emerged from the depths of obscurity to conjure you this link to a very troubling story.
Shitty, this. But am I terribly umempathic because my first thought was that in such a market where supply exponentially outweighs demand, caveat auctor? To apply such thinking to this case in particular seems uncharitable, I warrant, but it's just another example of why I feel so gross about selling my art, why I haven't dished out my ms to contest after contest (seriously, 19 seemed a little on the low side, given the odds, so she must be pretty damn good).
My writing means the world to me, but it doesn't mean a day's wages. That's why I file shit for a living. I realize, however, that I don't want to file shit for a living forever, that it's sort of eating my soul. I am overqualified and overeducated for the work I'm doing at present. I would just as soon move back to the boondocks and raise chickens. At least then I would not have to suffer the indignity of never quite having enough to be comfortable or feel accomplished in the city. Just the indignity of chicken poo.
Shitty, this. But am I terribly umempathic because my first thought was that in such a market where supply exponentially outweighs demand, caveat auctor? To apply such thinking to this case in particular seems uncharitable, I warrant, but it's just another example of why I feel so gross about selling my art, why I haven't dished out my ms to contest after contest (seriously, 19 seemed a little on the low side, given the odds, so she must be pretty damn good).
My writing means the world to me, but it doesn't mean a day's wages. That's why I file shit for a living. I realize, however, that I don't want to file shit for a living forever, that it's sort of eating my soul. I am overqualified and overeducated for the work I'm doing at present. I would just as soon move back to the boondocks and raise chickens. At least then I would not have to suffer the indignity of never quite having enough to be comfortable or feel accomplished in the city. Just the indignity of chicken poo.
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